T is for Tests. There are all kinds of tests, standardized tests, driver tests, job tests, school tests. But the one test I think about the most is our daily test. Every day we are tested with our jobs, our homes, our family, our friends and how we deal with these tests shows the kind of person we are. Some days I pass these tests with flying colors and I am fine but other days I just want to bury my head in the sand and say please God let it be over soon. Every night I pray for all my family, friends and my son and that every thing will be okay the next day.
I never know day to day what is going to happen or where my life will go. I have so many plans that I want to accomplish but I know it's a test of my faith in myself and God if it will work out. I have a great support group that tells me to keep going and not stop. But there are many days when I doubt myself and if I will make it to the next day without royally screwing up.
I have a new job now and that in itself is a new test that I hope to pass but then today I got a phone call from a friend who says that might be able to get me into their company and work my way up to full time quicker and I am not sure. Here's the test.....do I stay at my current job where I have already invested time and money in shirts or do I take a chance and change jobs after just a couple of weeks?
Another test I have to finish these blogs that I started at the beginning of April and fell behind again as I always do when it comes to finishing a project on time and then it's on to finishing the revision of my WIP (Work in Progress) and try to write a 400 word short story for a contest. So many tests and I am not sure if I can pass them all. I hope to but then again, tests were not my forte in school and I am not afraid to admit it.
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