F is for Fate

F is for Fate.  Many will say that you make your own destiny, that nothing is preordained but I, for one, believe that we all have a purpose in life and we have to find the right path that we are meant to go down. I think back so many times what if I had done this or that and then I have to remind myself that if I had done something different then I wouldn't have the friends I have now or the wonderful young man I call son.

I have made some bad choices in the past but I look at them as taking the wrong path in life and trying to find my way back out. Even now I am still trying to find the right path and why I was put on this Earth besides giving birth to my son and to annoy the hell out of some people whether they want to admit it or not.

Fate has lead me to some people I would rather forget and others have never left my memory and will stay there in the back of my mind to remind me of who I used to be and where I have come. I have people now who I am grateful Fate brought forward in my life. I figure I would be worse off without them than with them. I have dated some in my life and still have yet to find my prince but maybe I’m not destined to find my prince. Maybe, just maybe, fate has determined that I am better off on my own doing my own thing and realizing my dreams and that having given birth to a brilliant nineteen almost twenty year old was enough for me.

We shall see what Fate has in store for me for the rest of 2014. I hope its good things but I will take the bad too. I look at this job change as a good thing that the Fates have given me. I almost didn't apply but someone mentioned it to me so the next day I applied and within five minutes I got a phone call for an interview that week. I will keep counting my blessings and praying every day for the good things in my life, my family and my ever present friends, who some days I question their sanity for being there with me and you guys know who you are. Thanks for everything everyone and to the Fates could you send Johnny my way????????????????????????????????????????????????